Sitting
here on my very first mother’s day thinking about you mom and I feel this
overwhelming gratitude for you I have never felt before. My respect and appreciation
has grown much deeper for you ever since Jesper arrived into my life.
So
often we take our mother’s for granted and I am one to admit this I have done.
You
taught me freedom, which I think is the most beautiful gift you ever gave me.
You allowed me to explore and go after my dreams and so I did. I look back on the pain I felt in my past and I realize it all led me to this very moment. Often we
look back and blame our mother’s for our sorrows and so I did. We are both complex women but now I know this lead me to never settle. I wanted it all, I
wanted to explore life as fully and crazy I possibly could and you never
hindered me doing so. As I look at my little man and how we found each other I
cry tears of joy and feel such intense love I have never felt before. My heart
is in peace. I get it now, I
really do. Thank you mom for being you, I love you so very much. Happy Mother's day.
millan